Saturday, November 11, 2006
i've been thinking.. just thinking of my life as it is right now. all the things i have, all the ppl i've met, my dreams, my wishes.. and all this has left me feeling..incomplete. no, actually i feel like i'm two different souls. like my life is so far away from what i wished it was.
i want to be a photographer, capturing simple beauty tt i see ard me, so that i don't forget them.
i want to be in europe, to be surrounded by beautiful architecture and historical buildings. to be lost in beauty, to be there..
i want to be a girl who loves herself, enough to be comfortable in her own skin and be grateful for the reflection she sees in mirror.
i want to be brave enough to love again. i want to meet someone brave enough to love me completely, to want and need me completely. i want to feel like i can breathe again..
i want to feel what it feels like to have achieved all this.
but no, i'll need time to achieve all this. today i'm nineteen. let's pray i achieve all that by twentyONE. well maybe not the finding true love bit, let's put a hold on that for now..
afternote- i hate feeling like this. like i have so much to live for, yet they are all so far from grasp.
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