Thursday, January 18, 2007
i can't remember how many days have passed since angie went to Nigeria. oouu i think it's exactly 1 week. only 1 week? and i'm already feeling the effects of her departure. when i got the call about receiving the award, i suddenly stopped and wondered who to call. instinctively i was abt to dial angie's no but then of course i realised the girl's not even here. =(
tmr is the concert. weeks of waiting...happy anticipation. but now because of projects, i feel the happiness fading away. i feel like not talking to anyone, just slowly disappear. why do i get so withdrawn when i'm stressed? maybe because i know i get easily pissed off when i'm this stressed. i can't believe it la. i was really looking forward to the concert, but now...haiya don't even feel like going anymore.
i wish i had someone to talk to. even right now it's half past 7 and i'm all alone in the computer lab, besides the 2 lab assistants. do i really want to talk to anyone? or do i just want to be alone? i'm so confused. shit.
worst of all, i sort of scolded kaki. think it was just my mood. out of the blue kaki kena scolded. SORRY KAKI. didn't do it on purpose. stress la. if you notice, i nowadays sometimes go rather quiet. maybe too many things to think about. sorry once again.
sigh
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