Friday, February 02, 2007
how long have i not blogged? ages huh. so many things have happened. fights between close friends, little tiffs here and there, frustrations with ppl's lacklustre project quality and now...all the fears and anxiety from applying for uni. a few nights ago i met hyder. we had a nice lunch, went book-shopping at vivo, saw him cry, drove like mad asses trying to see the sun set, drove up to Mt. Faber and saw gays hugging, sat down and enjoyed the view. well of course i didnt have my specs on so all i saw was the blurry colours of buildings in the distance. to me it was one of the most perfect days of my life, i couldn't have asked for anything better. how i wished i had spent it with someone who actually liked me and i liked too, instead of a good friend who was hurting because of girlfriend. don't get the wrong idea k. he is not two-timing the girl. there is absolutely no feelings between us. just being there as a friend. in fact, i'm trying to convince him to work things out. i just wish i could spend that day with somone else.as usual i feel completely fat. will attempt to lose weight. by my next hospital appointment. i feel like screaming. aaahhhh
] the author]stories]links]guestlist