Thursday, March 15, 2007
this is me in pajamas in mum's room after i found out my darling bestfriend is returning home in june. i haaad to capture the moment... i haven't been truly happy & excited in months, til i got her msg!
i thought going to melbourne was going to make me happy, but just this piece of news did the trick. i've missed her terribly. and yea i admit, while she was here, i grew too dependent on her. a day didn't go by without me calling her. we're just the best of friends.
back to reality..this weight has settled permanently in my chest. the worry about exam results, whether or not i get into uni.. education is very impt in my family and it'll be the greatest disappointment to my parents and family if i didn't get into one. who am i kidding? it'll be the greatest disappointment to me too. i'll be devastated if i don't get a place.
i've done pretty well this sem, but tests and exam are two vastly differen things. i didn't have any time to study and prepare for exams. and sure enough, my results will reflect it.
i'm such a bloody letdown. sometimes i see others and they seem to have everything going their way and the more i see everything i don't have. ok fine that sounds so immature but that's just how i feel...
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diyana annabelle
19 years young
nanyang poly
who is she?
love?
a realist/.\trapped in a wandering mind/.\a desire to hope/.\yet hoping alone is unpursued/.\a soul filled with love for only one/.\a love that will remain forbidden/.\pursed on the lips of a cursed spirit
happiness is a fleeting emotion
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