Saturday, April 14, 2007
afraid? kinda.
i received this mail earlier today:
TEMPORARY SUSPENSION OF SALES OF TEGASEROD
fcuk. this isn't good. i've been taking loads of it and now they give me an advisory to stop taking it cause its been linked to "cardiovascular adverse event". my next check up is 4 may. i'll get him to check my heart, just in case. though falling in love with brian was somehow a cardiovascular event, it was in no way adverse. t'was, beautiful. hmm, heart heart...
anyways, i've no intention to make my blog a love diary ewww.. it's just that now -right now- my life consists mainly of falling for him. and thus my entries will reflect errr... being in love. lol.
i wrote this in my vintage leather diary in the train the day after i reached singapore.
riding in the train,
my mind forever thinking,
happiness suddenly replaced by pain,
of the family, the city i'm missing.
an epilogue of grieve,
wades over me gradually,
give me back my heart,
whic You've stolen secretly.
do You even realise?
the price i have to pay,
for leaving my heart,
when you're so far away.
at the airport my heart broke,
ever so slowly til i didn't see You,
and right there my soul shattered,
longing for your touch..
to heal this broken soul.
the au.thor
diyana annabelle
19 years young
nanyang poly
who is she?
love?
a realist/.\trapped in a wandering mind/.\a desire to hope/.\yet hoping alone is unpursued/.\a soul filled with love for only one/.\a love that will remain forbidden/.\pursed on the lips of a cursed spirit
happiness is a fleeting emotion
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