Sunday, April 29, 2007
i've made an important discovery. about brian and I, last night. how our pride and arrogance has caused so much friction between us. i was too proud to let him know that i need him in my life, i was too proud to admit that sometimes when i face a problem i'd like to be able to run to him, i was too proud to sometimes just msg him when i missed him...and he was too proud to admit when his at fault. our pride, our [potential] downfall. but last night, at least for a minute we put it all aside and was able to get to the root of the problem, instead of "adjusting" each word we say, just to save our ego. we did it all night and nothing was resolved. until we opened our eyes blinded by arrogance, and saw what exactly was happening. and now, we're better off. at least its one hurdle we've overcome early on in the relationship. because knowing us, we'd probably wouldn't have realised it and so many problems wouldn't have been resolved and what happens then? i shudder to think i could lose the love of my life just from my and his pride. i'm still so freaked that we're so similar, his just amazed.
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